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29.4.13
kutipan hati hari ini :
"How stupid I used to be."
-vidya-
When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well, there's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find
'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up
I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not, and who I am
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up, still looking up.
I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well, there's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find
'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up
I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not, and who I am
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up, still looking up.
I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
kutipan hati kemarin :
Aku bukan Chairil Anwar yang ingin hidup seribu tahun lagi
Aku juga bukan binatang jalang
Aku bukan pejuang yang terbaring antara Karawang-Bekasi
Aku masih bisa teriak "Merdeka"
Aku hanya ingin hidup sekarang
Aku bukan Chairil Anwar yang ingin hidup seribu tahun lagi
Aku juga bukan binatang jalang
Aku bukan pejuang yang terbaring antara Karawang-Bekasi
Aku masih bisa teriak "Merdeka"
Aku hanya ingin hidup sekarang
-vidya-
If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
Uh oh, uh oh
Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh,
And life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time
If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time
And I'll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger,
I've never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holdin' my hand,
There's a boy here in town, says he'll love me forever,
Who would have thought forever could be severed by
The sharp knife of a short life, well,
I've had just enough time
So put on your best, boys, and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done
A penny for my thoughts, oh, no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'
If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
Uh oh (uh, oh)
The ballad of a dove (oh, uh)
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save 'em for a time when you're really gonna need 'em, oh
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time
So put on your best, boys, and I'll wear my pearls.
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
Uh oh, uh oh
Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh,
And life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time
If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time
And I'll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger,
I've never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holdin' my hand,
There's a boy here in town, says he'll love me forever,
Who would have thought forever could be severed by
The sharp knife of a short life, well,
I've had just enough time
So put on your best, boys, and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done
A penny for my thoughts, oh, no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'
If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
Uh oh (uh, oh)
The ballad of a dove (oh, uh)
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save 'em for a time when you're really gonna need 'em, oh
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time
So put on your best, boys, and I'll wear my pearls.
White lips, pale face
Breathing in snowflakes
Burnt lungs, sour taste
Light's gone, day's end
Struggling to pay rent
Long nights, strange men
And they say
She's in the Class A Team
Stuck in her daydream
Been this way since eighteen
But lately her face seems
Slowly sinking, wasting
Crumbling like pastries
And they scream
The worst things in life come free to us
Cause we're just under the upper hand
And go mad for a couple grams
And she don't want to go outside tonight
And in a pipe she flies to the Motherland
Or sells love to another man
It's too cold outside
For angels to fly
Angels to fly
Ripped gloves, raincoat
Tried to swim and stay afloat
Dry house, wet clothes
Loose change, bank notes
Weary-eyed, dry throat
Call girl, no phone
And they say
She's in the Class A Team
Stuck in her daydream
Been this way since eighteen
But lately her face seems
Slowly sinking, wasting
Crumbling like pastries
And they scream
The worst things in life come free to us
Cause we're just under the upper hand
And go mad for a couple grams
And she don't want to go outside tonight
And in a pipe she flies to the Motherland
Or sells love to another man
It's too cold outside
For angels to fly
An angel will die
Covered in white
Closed eye
And hoping for a better life
This time, we'll fade out tonight
Straight down the line
And they say
She's in the Class A Team
Stuck in her daydream
Been this way since eighteen
But lately her face seems
Slowly sinking, wasting
Crumbling like pastries
They scream
The worst things in life come free to us
And we're all under the upper hand
Go mad for a couple grams
And we don't want to go outside tonight
And in a pipe we fly to the Motherland
Or sell love to another man
It's too cold outside
For angels to fly
Angels to fly, to fly, fly
For angels to fly, to fly, to fly
Or angels to die
Breathing in snowflakes
Burnt lungs, sour taste
Light's gone, day's end
Struggling to pay rent
Long nights, strange men
And they say
She's in the Class A Team
Stuck in her daydream
Been this way since eighteen
But lately her face seems
Slowly sinking, wasting
Crumbling like pastries
And they scream
The worst things in life come free to us
Cause we're just under the upper hand
And go mad for a couple grams
And she don't want to go outside tonight
And in a pipe she flies to the Motherland
Or sells love to another man
It's too cold outside
For angels to fly
Angels to fly
Ripped gloves, raincoat
Tried to swim and stay afloat
Dry house, wet clothes
Loose change, bank notes
Weary-eyed, dry throat
Call girl, no phone
And they say
She's in the Class A Team
Stuck in her daydream
Been this way since eighteen
But lately her face seems
Slowly sinking, wasting
Crumbling like pastries
And they scream
The worst things in life come free to us
Cause we're just under the upper hand
And go mad for a couple grams
And she don't want to go outside tonight
And in a pipe she flies to the Motherland
Or sells love to another man
It's too cold outside
For angels to fly
An angel will die
Covered in white
Closed eye
And hoping for a better life
This time, we'll fade out tonight
Straight down the line
And they say
She's in the Class A Team
Stuck in her daydream
Been this way since eighteen
But lately her face seems
Slowly sinking, wasting
Crumbling like pastries
They scream
The worst things in life come free to us
And we're all under the upper hand
Go mad for a couple grams
And we don't want to go outside tonight
And in a pipe we fly to the Motherland
Or sell love to another man
It's too cold outside
For angels to fly
Angels to fly, to fly, fly
For angels to fly, to fly, to fly
Or angels to die
Hey, para bloggers *apalagi*
Beberapa hari ini gua nggak bisa nge-post secara langsung karena kartu dalam modem gua nggak bisa dipakai. Jadi terpaksa gua nge-"post" di handphone -_- dan dengan penuh kekuatan, gua akhirnya berhasil meminjam modem kakak gua hahaha.. tapi post yang di hp dipending dulu aja kali yaa...
Seperti janji gua sebelumnya, gua akan menceritakan tentang UN yang saya tempuh dalam 4 hari itu T^T *sebenernya gua nggak janji juga sih ...* Tanggal 15 April sampai 18 April. Harusnya sih berlaku untuk se-Indonesia. Tapi nyatanya itu tidak dapat terlaksana dengan baik. 11 provinsi tidak dapat melaksanakan UN di waktu yang sama. Bahkan sampai ditunda untuk yang kedua kalinya tadi gua liat di berita, tapi kurang jelas juga kenapa *nggak terlalu nyimak*
UN jenjang gua, SMA sederajat dilaksanakan dalam waktu 48 jam. Ditambah waktu mengisi identitas dan pengecekan soal jadi 51 jam, mungkin. Amnesia matematika saking pusingnya ngerjain fisika *udah lama kenapa masih dibawa-bawa?*
Gua cuma mau curhat aja, gua jujur aja, nangis ngerjain soal UN. Susah bangetttt.. sumprit dah..
Hari I : B. Indonesia
Hari tergalau sejagad raya sedunia se-Indonesia se-Jawa Barat se-Bogor se-SMANDA se-kelas se-benernya buat gua doang kayanya -_- pilihan soalnya tuh bikin galaaau. Sampai gua mikir,
"Ya Allah, ini gara-gara gua nggak belajar bener-benar bukan Ya Allah, tolongin Vidya T-T"
tapi ternyata pas gua keluar kelas hampir semua orang yang gua temui berpikiran sama seperti itu. Tapi ternyata ketika sampai rumah dan menonton berita *udahlah stop nggak usah dibahas*
Hari II :
Fisika & B. Inggris
Fisika bikin down banget itu susah asli! apa TO selama ini apa? apa soal simulasi apa? apa yang katanya lebih gampang UN dari pada TO apa? Orang-orang aja sampe bilang ini TO keempat -_-
"Ya Allah pasrah deh Vidya" *gua tau ini nggak boleh, tapi gua ngebatin gitu sambil ngebatin yang baik-baik juga.
keluar kelas orang yang juara umum seangkatan gua nangis air mata, apa lagi gua, nangis darah kali gua. Dan ternyata nggak cuma anak IPA aja yang dirundung kesediahan, anak IPS juga *katanya*
Di hari-hari selanjutnya, kami mulai tenang dan melanjutkan UN dengan AGAK biasa. Cuma ada kecerobohan dan ketidaktelitian yang akan membuat gua menyesal seumur hidup mungkin. NGGAK! Nggak boleh nyesel! Apa pun itu, itu yang gua pilih! Walaupun akan membuat beberapa orang kecewa *sighing*
Di H-1 terakhir ujian, gua udah mulai bingung. Gua tanyain temen-teman gue, apakah mereka menggunakan kunci atau tidak. Ada tuh yang bilang nggak, jadi gua tenang-tenang aja ada temennya. Besoknya orang-orang yang jujur pun harus terbawa, mereka nggak mau nilai mereka jelek atau bahkan nggak lulus. Gua juga maunya gitu, semua maunya gitu. Dan keyakinan gua mulai goyah, tapi gua tetap berjuang melanjutkan perjuangan di jalan yang benar *edaaan* (gua sombong dulu nih). Sebenernya gua cuma mau mencurahkan isi hati gua, semoga aja nggak ada yang baca ini -_- cukup mbak mas operator, gua, dan Allah yang tahu.
Tapi ketika gua masuk kelas, gua nanya ke temen gua, dia jujur. Dan gua semakin yakin!
Di H-1 terakhir ujian, gua udah mulai bingung. Gua tanyain temen-teman gue, apakah mereka menggunakan kunci atau tidak. Ada tuh yang bilang nggak, jadi gua tenang-tenang aja ada temennya. Besoknya orang-orang yang jujur pun harus terbawa, mereka nggak mau nilai mereka jelek atau bahkan nggak lulus. Gua juga maunya gitu, semua maunya gitu. Dan keyakinan gua mulai goyah, tapi gua tetap berjuang melanjutkan perjuangan di jalan yang benar *edaaan* (gua sombong dulu nih). Sebenernya gua cuma mau mencurahkan isi hati gua, semoga aja nggak ada yang baca ini -_- cukup mbak mas operator, gua, dan Allah yang tahu.
Tapi ketika gua masuk kelas, gua nanya ke temen gua, dia jujur. Dan gua semakin yakin!
Yang bikin kesel adalah, tau kan ujian pake 20 paket untuk menghindari kecurangan segala macem, tapi toh tetep ada kunci yang beredar. Dan kecurangan-kecurangan lain yang terjadi tahun lalu toh masih ada sampai UN yang ini. Bagus sih sebenernya, toh gua cuma ngerjain satu paket soal, tapi soalnya tuh beda *yaiyalah* jadi, kadang gua ngerasa nggak adil aja kalau soalnya beda kalau misalnya kita bisa ngerjain yang ini tapi nggak bisa ngerjain yang itu -_-, kalau yang satu teksnya panjang yang satu teksnya pendek arrrgghh!
Emang yang nggak bener sistemnya sih -_- nggak nyadar juga.
Kalau soal kejelekan-kejelekan yang UN tahun ini mungkin udah pada tau lah di berita, jadi nggak usah dibahaslaah hahaha *ketawa sinis*
sampe lama-lama juga gua capek liat berita.
kutipan hati selama UN :
Masyarakat udah jadi objek percobaan pasti pemerintah. Termasuk kaum pelajar, gua rasa udah jadi guinea pig dalam percobaan mereka dan percobaan mereka kali ini gagal. *guinea pignya mati tergelepar* Dan ternyata nggak cuma gua kan yang mikir gitu, tapi banyak. Kita nggak butuh maaf, kita udah maafin kok walaupun masih ada dendam angkara membara *lebaaay*.
-vidya-
kutipan hati hari ini :
singing "they say she's in the class A team, stuck in her daydream, been this way since eighteen but lately her face seems slowly sinking wasting, crumbling like pastries and they scream 'the worst things in life come free to us'... and we're just under the upper hand, go mad for a couple grams..."
The A Team - Ed Sheeran
vidya
kutipan hati beberapa hari yang lalu : woow.. dari dekat dari dekat! makin diliat makin lekat
*lem* <--- wadduh gawat yang itu
Hey, para blogger! Bertemu lagi dengan saya dalam acara SMANDA, YA AMPUUN! *hilmi shasa banget -_-*
Mungkin ini aneh, mungkin juga nggak bagi sebagian orang. Nge-post di tengah moment UN ini, UGN tepatnya. Loe semua anak SMA atau bukan yang nyimak berita pasti ngerti kok, atau cuma dengar dari teman-teman yang repot-repot menyempatkan diri untuk menonton berita. Dan lagi-lagi ketika esok hari adalah hari menghitungsedunia se-Indonesia se-Indonesia kecuali 11 provinsi bagi anak SMA. (baca: besok UN nya matematika). Tentang UN atau UGN ini mungkin akan dijelaskan pada post yang akan datang, berhubung panjang banget yang dibahas. Mungkin juga nggak, haha..
Udah nggak ngerti lagi kan. Entah gua harus bersyukur atau nggak dengan keadaan ini. Harus nangis atau ketawa liat orang-orang di sekitar gua. Harus perduli atau nggak dengan kejadian ini atau bahkan diri gua. Harus bereaksi atau cuek dengan semuanya. Kayaknya gua udah pasrah, mau ngelakuin hal-hal yang udah gua sebutin tadi toh rasanya percuma. Mau demo seanarkis apapun juga kayanknya nggak bakalan digubris apalagi dikasih solusi yang ADIL bagi semua pihak.
Peraturan yang dibuat manusia itu memang nggak akan pernah smpurna. Orang-orang udah tau itu tapi tetap saja nggak kembali ke jalan yang benar. Itulah manusia, egois, rakus, seakan dunia milik mereka, seakan mereka akan hidup selamanya di dunia, dan nggak sadar di depan sana ada liang kubur dan akhirat yang menunggu dengan setia dan sabar.
Mungkin ini aneh, mungkin juga nggak bagi sebagian orang. Nge-post di tengah moment UN ini, UGN tepatnya. Loe semua anak SMA atau bukan yang nyimak berita pasti ngerti kok, atau cuma dengar dari teman-teman yang repot-repot menyempatkan diri untuk menonton berita. Dan lagi-lagi ketika esok hari adalah hari menghitung
Udah nggak ngerti lagi kan. Entah gua harus bersyukur atau nggak dengan keadaan ini. Harus nangis atau ketawa liat orang-orang di sekitar gua. Harus perduli atau nggak dengan kejadian ini atau bahkan diri gua. Harus bereaksi atau cuek dengan semuanya. Kayaknya gua udah pasrah, mau ngelakuin hal-hal yang udah gua sebutin tadi toh rasanya percuma. Mau demo seanarkis apapun juga kayanknya nggak bakalan digubris apalagi dikasih solusi yang ADIL bagi semua pihak.
Peraturan yang dibuat manusia itu memang nggak akan pernah smpurna. Orang-orang udah tau itu tapi tetap saja nggak kembali ke jalan yang benar. Itulah manusia, egois, rakus, seakan dunia milik mereka, seakan mereka akan hidup selamanya di dunia, dan nggak sadar di depan sana ada liang kubur dan akhirat yang menunggu dengan setia dan sabar.
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