blackwhitevidy

Here it is. Again, me with my laptop and the internet connection in the middle of holiday.
Nothing special these days.
Not really, i mean it.
Spending my time, watching movies, learning something from em, lazy-ing on my bed. Really, nothing special.

I was just thinking and remember these guys. Actually, people.
Some of them are having much fun time, lucky time, spending money in it, or not at all. I thought that, "how lucky they are, hope that was me".

But some of them like they were not having heart in it, like half-hearted doing it. Like, i dont know. Like they are not be grateful with that all.
I know one two people like that.

First, i wanted to be like this girl. Strong, perfect, sooo different with me. But she took everything what i wanted to do. She just told everyone she like to do something that i've just told. Then i dont wanna be like her anymore. I dont wanna her strength or something. Then she told that she hate what she had, she didnt want to be there. Then i'm sure, i really dont wanna be like her.
Than second. Theres a guy whose being first skipping classes for something good. He liked it, and enjoyed it. But something in his head like 'he cant do something under pressure'. more if he's in a team, like he's the leader. i dont know, but something in him made us made him the leader. haa! But everything with him ruined. I hate those thing. Till we left him. "Sorry, but youre not helping", i really really wanted to tell him so. but hes gonna ignore me like always. He's so easy to give up something. well i dont know, but so far i notice.

Kemarin saat mengendarai motor melalui jalan panjang menuju langit biru, tiba-tiba ku lihat seorang anak *stop*
Okay itu lagu salah satu anime masa kecil hahha
Oka, jadi ceritanya kemarin gue ujian pagi jam 9an lah di kampus (iyalah di kampus -.-)
Gue berangkat lewat jalur belakang supaya nggak macet.
Tapi ternyata setelah keluar dan masuk ke jalan raya.
Sepinyaaa nggak keruan Oh My God T-T
"Ini orang-orang sekongkol buat ngeledek gue apa lagi ujian di hari pertama puasa" wk
Biasanya di daerah itu tuh selalu maceeeet banget.
Iya tahu, kemaren hari pertama puasa, libur kali orang-orang institusi lain -_-
Dan yang ujian kemarin kan ga semua mahasiswa, jadi sepi banget kampus. Ketika departemen lain sudah tidak sibuk belajar, departemen gue harus berjuang pada satu mata pelajaran lagi untuk nanti siang (do'akan guuys, semoga kalian juga sukses dalam menggapai cita-cita huwahahaha aamiin)
Dan buat kami yang megambil minor Komunikasi (untuk memenuhi sks), masih ada ujian susulan selasa nanti.
Semangat Yooo! Bisa Yooo!

Ingat ketika orang bertanya milik siapa
Milik siapa penyejuk hati
Rangkaian ulang pembuka mata

Tanpa alunan ia tak tahu
Bahwa tiba pintu dibuka
Lihat suara dalam gelap

Titik cahaya, adakah?
Bara diri tak kau lihat
Karena tak kau mau tahu

Kutipan hati untuk orang yang ngerasa aja :
kalau nggak ikhlas mah nggak usah
Mainnya itung-itungan mah, gausah

Ga lagi-lagi da, teuing (".--)

kutipan hati saja :
Ingat ketika mengakui kesalahan yang dibuat orang lain. Pengorbanan atau terlalu bodoh?