blackwhitevidy

Karena perbedaan dasar pemikiran, maka kamu berpikiran lebih jauh, kamu mengerti apa yang mereka maksud. Namun tidak sebaliknya.
Setelahnya mereka yang mengatakan kamu tidak mengerti, padahal kamu iya.
Karena hal tersebut bukanlah apa yang seharusnya.
Maka siapa yang tinggi hati? Siapa yang tidak mau mendengarkan siapa?

When I go somewhere with my family, sometimes its really easy to close my eyes .
But when I go with my friends, it is really hard to do.
Maybe I really dont wanna miss a thing.
And think about how its gonna be if its the last thing i've ever had with them.

I was so happy to see him who is sick, I was happy to hear his story about what he thinks, about what he feels, about what he hates during meeting people, about how he hates people dont believe in him.
I was sooo happy to see him happy seeing us coming there to see him.
I was soo happy. We went to the beach and saw the sea. I was sooo happy to see sea hahha. I was so happy he came with us. I was so happy to feel the waves after us. I was so so so so happy about everything that day. And I was hoping that day never end, but it eventually ended :'(

I hate to say goodbye to the sea, i hate to leave the ocean :(
I hate seeing him sad, and suddenly be quite. I hate to say goodbye to him, leaving him and his family. I hate he was being sad because we were going to leave him really soon.

I am sooo so so sad from remembering that.
I hope he's going to be fine, hope he's going to attend classes, hope the best for him, hope we are going to gather soon.
Aamiin.

Should I feel like I choose the wrong way
The way which makes me the most mistaken person
The way which no one understand you
Understand that you've already tried Understand that you've already sacrifice what you had

Do you people know that I'm trying!
I'm trying!

And now I'm tired.
I'm going.

Rasanya sakit kan kalau ga dihargai
Kalau lu udh melakukan sesuatu
Lu udh usaha
Lu udah mati-matian ngelakuinnya

Tapi yang elu dapat ada lah "harusnya..."

Capek gue

I thought friendship
Should be honest
Should be light
Should be nice
Should be great
Should be big
Should be an open door
Should being missed
Should being loved

What now?
Where is the friendship mean to you?
Where is the friendship that you told?
Where is the friendship that you want?
Where is the sweet friendship that you told me should be?
Those are just bullsht

Those friendships are just all about you
And not an open door
And cant be big

Now I wonder what actually friendships are
I dont even know what exactly it is
Because everything just has been closed
And now I'm blind
Because you wont tell me what should I do. Just dont leave me in this blindness. Just tell me how should it be.
I just hope one thing about friendship to be true. Friendship should be honest. Unless we're not in the friendship thing.

vidyafa

Manusia menganggap manusia lain tidak (TIDAK) sempurna.
Manusia menganggap manusia lain tidak (TIDAK) mengerti yang manusia pikirkan.
Manusia menganggap manusia lain tidak (TIDAK) mengetahui apa yang manusia maksud.
Manusia menganggap dirinya tidak (TIDAK) paling benar.
Manusia selalu tidak (TIDAK) melihat dirinya terlebih dahulu.

Manusia menganggap manusia lain tidak (TIDAK) sempurna?

What if you dont like it?
Leave it or what?
Don't tell me

Apa itu putus asa ketika kau tak bisa berbuat apa-apa
Apa itu putus asa ketika kau hanya bisa memandang kosong
Apa itu putus asa ketika kau tak tahu apa yang harus kau beri
Apa itu putus asa ketika kau hanya mematung
Apa itu putus asa ketika kau berkata siratan pikiran
Apa itu putus asa ketika kau tak bermaksud

Apa itu putus asa?
Ini sebuah keputusasaan

Keputusasaan atas diri yang diam
Keputusasaan atas kekosongan
Keputusasaan atas buah pemikiran
Keputusasaan atas ketercekatan
Keputusasaan atas kebohongan
Keputusasaan atas tujuan

Ketika kau datang, diam, dan bohong
Aku telah datang, diam, dan bohong
Aku takut

Mungkin ini aku yang salah
Jika saja aku tidak membuncahkan keinginanku
Jika aku tahu yang tak ku tahu sebelumnya

Mungkin ini aku yang salah
Jika saja aku mencari tahu
Jika aku tak sebodoh dan selupa itu

Mungkin ini aku yang salah
Aku tidak ingat yang sebenarnya
Layak kah aku menyesali ini?

Bearing body's up
Keep stepping the ground
Focus riding bike
Still hearing the sound

Clapping palms
Stomping the lawn

Carrying it out
Cheering loud

Stealing the breath
Getting the beat

Cooling it down
Keep flying high

One million years ago you said "So, this is it"
Exactly the same last year, and the next year
You just said that
Again

How many years again that I have to listen to the same old song?
Or we have to end this?
I'm going to do that
Like right now.

Entah mengapa hari ini ego mengalahkan segalanya

When you heard someone's complaining about their selves, about what they feel, about what they had, about their day
When you heard they fed up with them
But actually you ARE hiding about what you feel and faking it, but you HAVE TO LISTEN

What a day. But YOU actually OK!

Kutipan hati baru saja :
Ketika kamu kecewa, tapi kamu juga yang harus meminta maaf. Berbesar hatilah.

When you met greedy humans
Where they cant let go something what they did
Like they're doing something, but they're griping about it
No aboveboard
Hate that

What a greedy humans

Think about "me my self and I"?
Wrong!

It comes back and stays like forever
Those thoughts
These thoughts

Dengar
Dengar semua isak tanpa kata

Dengar
Dengar dendangan tak bernada

Dengar
Dengar dan maafkan

Dengar
Dengar tanpa prasangka

Dengar
Dengar

Ketika hati tak berujar
Ketika itu kau berteriak

Ketika nyawa berdiam
Ketika itu pun entah di mana

Ketika wajah tak lagi sama
Ketika itu pula air jatuh

kutipan hati akhir-akhir ini
when you had a big strong feeling about leaving soon

Oke, gue ingin menuliskan sesuatu yang ingin dituluskan *bodoamat* jadi inget kalau gue terakhir itu nge-post laporan karena blog mahasiswanya ga bisa dibuka itu haaah. Jadi segan kan mau nge-post -_____-

Ga jadi dah ah. *belajar dulu besok ujian jam 8 vid!*
tuh kan mulai ngomong sendiri udahlah, bye!