blackwhitevidy

I don't even know if its the right time to tell all over the world about what I feel nowadays.

First,
Im kinda fed up with "Ga mau" or "Ga siap"

Second,
Im kinda sick of you guys for not telling what you want or what should I do because of what I did. Or something that you should do.
Why dont you help me by telling me in front of me, by telling me the truth, by telling me at that time.
Sometimes I just wanna quit it.
Why having friends who cannot be friends at any time, any rate.
Palsu. Kalau gue salah, ya kasih tau saat itu juga. Bukan nunggu-nunggu nanti, berasa ga ada masalah apa-apa.

And there's another story,
There is a chat, and you guys dont even want to open it.
Why dont you just say, "maybe thats not the right time for doing something".
Thats why I always reply a chat (almost always), even if its a silly thing.


For the first story
So when you're gonna be ready for something?
Bukannya itu semua bukan buat orang lalin?! Bukannya itu semua buat diri sendiri dan motivasinya adalah tujuan hidup diri sendiri?! To achieve something big afterlife. Habis itu, main lempar-lemparan. Haha lucu sih.
The first story is a real big story. Kecewa aja. Seharusnya orang-orang seperti kalian yang bisa diajak bareng-bareng dalam keadaan apa pun. Seharusnya orang-orang seperti kalian yang harusnya mengerti. Karena kalian yang punya kelebihan-kelebihan itu. But why?

There's the ring, going back to the first story every Saturday day.
People doesn't know the real stories are.
Are they really like that? Or is it me who don't know to see?
Mungkin aku yang salah. Aku minta maaf.