blackwhitevidy

When I go somewhere with my family, sometimes its really easy to close my eyes .
But when I go with my friends, it is really hard to do.
Maybe I really dont wanna miss a thing.
And think about how its gonna be if its the last thing i've ever had with them.

I was so happy to see him who is sick, I was happy to hear his story about what he thinks, about what he feels, about what he hates during meeting people, about how he hates people dont believe in him.
I was sooo happy to see him happy seeing us coming there to see him.
I was soo happy. We went to the beach and saw the sea. I was sooo happy to see sea hahha. I was so happy he came with us. I was so happy to feel the waves after us. I was so so so so happy about everything that day. And I was hoping that day never end, but it eventually ended :'(

I hate to say goodbye to the sea, i hate to leave the ocean :(
I hate seeing him sad, and suddenly be quite. I hate to say goodbye to him, leaving him and his family. I hate he was being sad because we were going to leave him really soon.

I am sooo so so sad from remembering that.
I hope he's going to be fine, hope he's going to attend classes, hope the best for him, hope we are going to gather soon.
Aamiin.