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When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well, there's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not, and who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up, still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

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Pemberhentian selanjutnya .. kelas XII

Sebentar lagi gua akan terima laporan nilai gua selama semester II. Dan sebentar lagi gua kelas XII.

Cepet banget yaa.. nggak kerasa.

Sekarang adalah masa tenggang sekolah yang kalau ke sekolah juga nggak ngapa-ngapain. Dan di hari-hari itulah segala yang menakutkan semakin nyata.

Begitu gua tau kelas XII nanti, kelas bakalan diacak, salah seorang temen gua yang baru aja dari ruang BK diyakinkan oleh seorang guru BK yang ngasih tau.

Satu kalimat yang ada dipikran gua dan gua batin "THIS IS THE ENDING"

Seakan dunia runtuh. Seakan langit jatuh. Seakan ini akhir segalanya. Seakan gua bakal mati saat itu juga. Dan seakan nggak ada hari esok.

Jujur gua kehilangan. Banget.

Teman-teman satu pikiran, satu visi, satu misi, semuanya terkumpul dalam satu ruangan yang kami sebut XI IPA 1.

Kurang lebih setahun sudah kami melewati masa itu. Masa dimana banyak orang mengatakan bahwa itu adalah masa-masa terindah bagi para remaja sekaligus masa terberat dalam jenjang pendidikan.

Tapi disitulah gua belajar dari orang-orang hebat. Orang-orang yang dapat menentukan pilihan. Orang-orang yang dapat memprediksikan kemampuan mereka. Orang-orang yang memberi semangat satu sama lain. Orang-orang yang enak buat diajak kerja sama. Walaupun cuma sebagian - sebagian besar tentunya - dari mereka.

Tapi itu tetap berharga. Berhargaaaaa banget.

Dulu gua sempat tertekan ada di kelas itu. Karena gua tenggelam diantara kerumunan orang-orang yang kemampuannya mungkin sangat jauh lebih tinggi dibandingkan gua. Tapi selalu ada semangat dari mereka dan bilang "LOE BISA!". Walau nggak cuma sekali gua bilang "GUA NGGAK TAHAN DI SINI" dan gua nangis karena nilai gua yang jelek, sedangkan yang lainnya bagus-bagus. Kalian tetap ada.

Mereka yang bikin gua punya semangat lagi.

Gua juga coba untuk berbaur dengan semua yang ada di sana tanpa ada embel-embel barisan ini barisan itu. Dia atau mereka. Tapi KITA. Dan seharusnya itu nggak sesulit yang gua bayangkan karena semua orang berpikiran hal yang sama. Dan benar, sebagian orang di sana berpikiran seperti itu.

Hal-hal itu yang buat gua sedih banget buat pisah sama mereka. Gua tau kita tetap satu sekolah. Tapi itu beda. Beda banget.

Sebenarnya gua cuma nggak mau sedih atau meneteskan air mata. Tapi NGGAK BISA. Setiap gua inget mereka dan tau kalau kita bakal dipisah. Gua nangis. Entah datangnya dari mana. Rasanya nyesek banget.

Kenapa orang-orang selalu benar? Kita nyadar kalau kita sayang sama sesuatu kalau sesuatu itu hilang dari bagian hidup kita. Dan sekarang belum hilang aja gua udah sedih banget.

Gua tau post ini lebay. Banget malah. Tapi itu kenyataannya yang gua rasain.

I just wanna say thank you and sorry for you all, XI/IPA 1.
Kehilangan kelas yang satu ini tuh jauh lebih sedih dibandingkan kehilangan kelas sebelumnya. Waktu kelas sepuluh gua udah tau kalau ujung-ujungnya juga nggak bakal bareng-bareng. Tapi kalau yang ini beda. Bedaaa bangeeeet.

Gua nggak bisa bayangin kalau kita semua dipisah. Gua nggak mau.

Gua mau selalu dengar terikan-teriakan dari kalian.

YOO... IPA SATU BISA... YOOO!

Gua udah nulis beginian kaya mau pisah beneran aja. Padahal gua belum tau jadi apa nggak nya.

Semoga nggak. Amin.

I CAN'T
DO THIS

I COULD NEVER HAVE DONE IT IF I KNEW WHAT I WAS DOING

How long before I get in?

Before it starts, before I begin?
How long before you decide?
Before I know what it feels like?
Where To, where do I go?
If you never try, then you'll never know.
How long do I have to climb,
Up on the side of this mountain of mine?

Look up, I look up at night,
Planets are moving at the speed of light.
Climb up, up in the trees,
every chance that you get,
is a chance you seize.
How long am I gonna stand,
with my head stuck under the sand?
I'll start before I can stop,
before I see things the right way up.

All that noise, and all that sound,
All those places I got found.
And birds go flying at the speed of sound,
to show you how it all began.
Birds came flying from the underground,
if you could see it then you'd understand?

Ideas that you'll never find,
All the inventors could never design.
The buildings that you put up,
Japan and China all lit up.
The sign that I couldn't read,
or a light that I couldn't see,
some things you have to believe,
but others are puzzles, puzzling me.

All that noise, and all that sound,
All those places I got found.
And birds go flying at the speed of sound,
to show you how it all began.
Birds came flying from the underground,
if you could see it then you'd understand,
ah when you see it then you'll understand?

All those signs, I knew what they meant.
Some things you can invent.
Some get made, and some get sent,
Ooh?
Birds go flying at the speed of sound,
to show you how it all began.
Birds came flying from the underground,
if you could see it then you'd understand,
ah, when you see it then you'll understand?

Time Has Wings

Do not waste any of life’s precious time.
There is something to be gathered out of each moment.

We’re here for a little while. We’re only passing by.
Time has wings and the golden moments quickly fly.

by : Kim Sowol

by : Lee Eunsang

by : Han Yongun