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Berhenti

Sebuah kata dalam baris puisi
Ingat kita dalam sebuah akuisisi
Membawa kita dalam petisi
Merenggut hati segala isi

Aku berhenti
Bukan buku yang berarti
Hanya hati yang terlucuti
Mata hati tidak mati

Ingat dulu yang kau lalui
Terlewati ku akui
Apalah arti eksekusi
Jika hanya dalam jeruji

Seketika ku berhenti
Mata hati kini mati
Tanpa tahu hendak nanti
Kini aku berhenti

vidyafa

Staying Alive Like

Bearing body's up
Keep stepping the ground
Focus riding bike
Still hearing the sound

Clapping palms
Stomping the lawn

Carrying it out
Cheering loud

Stealing the breath
Getting the beat

Cooling it down
Keep flying high

Up up and away
vidya
One million years ago you said "So, this is it"
Exactly the same last year, and the next year
You just said that
Again

How many years again that I have to listen to the same old song?
Or we have to end this?
I'm going to do that
Like right now.

vidya

Thoughts

It comes back and stays like forever
Those thoughts
These thoughts

vidya

Dengar

Dengar
Dengar semua isak tanpa kata

Dengar
Dengar dendangan tak bernada

Dengar
Dengar dan maafkan

Dengar
Dengar tanpa prasangka

Dengar
Dengar

vidya

Puisi Berantai (Not Really) Ala Gue

Untitled

A
Aku hidup dalam keegoisan
Aku tak mau

B
Butuh kau meski kau tak butuh
Bersamanya

C
Cinta dengan cerita
Cerah dunia dengan caranya

D
Dunia milik kita
Derap langkah di atas bumi

E
Entah kita keluarga
Embun pagi tiada arti dengan

A
Aku hanyalah seorang wanita yang hidup sendiri
Aku tak mau ada kau, tak mau ku tahu ada kita
Ada aku, kau tak ada
Aku tak ada kau

B
Berbicara, meski tiada kata
Bukan cerita yang ada
Bahkan kau tak jadi bagian
Bagaikan

C
Cerita tak berujung
Cerita kita sampai akhir
Cinta ini tak kan hilang
Cinta tanpa

D
Dilema bagai derita
Deras air mata tak terbendung
Dunia milik kita
Dan

E
Enyahlah cerita lama
Erangan tiada tara
Entah apa ini keluarga
Elakan dari setiap

A
Frasa tak berarti
Fananya dunia yang ku punya
Fantasi-fantasi keindahan tak ku peduli
Fakta membuatku

B
Geram
Gelagap hati tanpa kau
Gulita tiada arti membuatmu

C
Hidup tiada arah
Halus menarikmu
Hilang ke tepian

D
Iba, tapi
Iri ku lihat mereka
Ingin meraih dunia

E
Jerami masalah tak mendasar
Jurang cerai berai bagai
Jelaga

A
Kelam
Ku lihat tak seorang pun

B
Lelah menggapaimu
Lepaskan bebanmu

C
Menarilah dengan melodi
Masuklah dalam

D
Napas alam derapmu
Nirvana itu adalah

E
Obligasi peraturan tak tertulis
Obituari menyeruak

A
Paksa aku tuk mengerti apa itu

B
Quantum tanpa perangai bagai

C
Rasa ku pendam lama tanpa

D
Selasar pegunungan sampai

E
Terabaikan aku dalam ranah ini

A
Usah kau tak peduli dengan

B
Variasi

C
Wajah

D
Xylografi

E
Yaitu

A
Zenith kebersamaan kita

A B C D E
Biologi

Poem by :
Vidya F Astutiputri
Performed by 5 person :
Indah Noviana (as A), Irham A Azis (as B), Kamila Alawiyah (as C), Riko Syahputra (as D), Truly A M Nastiti (as E)
with their ow style :p
@Gedung JHH IPB, HBH Biologi 2015

love you guys,
vidya

Tak Kau Mau Tahu

Ingat ketika orang bertanya milik siapa
Milik siapa penyejuk hati
Rangkaian ulang pembuka mata

Tanpa alunan ia tak tahu
Bahwa tiba pintu dibuka
Lihat suara dalam gelap

Titik cahaya, adakah?
Bara diri tak kau lihat
Karena tak kau mau tahu

vidya

Obrolan Rumah

Akhir-akhir ini gua suka jahilin kakak atau adik gua. Ngomong "water bending! water bending!", sambil nyiprat-nyipratin air kalau tangan masih basah. Gegara nonton Korra Book 3 yang masih on going itu.

Nah, kemarin gua jahilin adik gua.

v : water bending! water bending!
h : water-melon! water-melon! (nyipratin air semangka yang baru dia abisin)

*) v : vidya ; h : hanif (adik)


watermelon -___-

Pohon itu sudah mati
Jangan ambil daun yang tak dapat lagi melawan gravitasi itu
Tak dapat kau buatnya hijau lagi
Jangan kau bandingkan kematian itu dengan kehidupan
Tak akan sama
Ambillah buahnya yang merah itu
Cantik
Tapi kau tak kan berani mendekatinya
Aromanya
Busuk
Mati

what a..?

what a terrible problem
what a socking day
what a strange place
what a weird thing
what a dainty gossip girl
what a nerd guy
what a savory meal
what a fresh drink
what a solid bone
what a n invigorate friend
what a bizarre moment
what a beautiful us
what a wonderfull life

-vidya fatimah astutiputri-

Not Enough

I close my eyes
so I can't see your face
I want to do that forever, but I can't
or just become blind? it's not enough

I fly away from this earth

so you're not be able to hear my voice and we can't even take a conversation
but I can't fly
or just become mute? it's not enough

I dive in the ocean

so I'll never hear all of your sh*t
but I can't breathe
or just become deaf? not enough

finally, I decide to end up my life

so I'll never through the life with you anymore
that's enough(?)


Vidya Fatimah Astutiputri

Keberatan!

Saya Keberatan!
Saya Keberatan! Dengan anda.
Saya Keberatan! Dengan keputusan sepihak anda.
Saya Keberatan! Dengan keputusan anda yang merugikan.
Saya Keberatan! Dengan semua beban yang anda titik beratkan kepada saya. 
Saya Keberatan! Memikul beban sebanyak ini.
Saya Keberatan! Memikul beban sebesar ini.
Saya Keberatan! Memikul karung beras yang ga ada habisnya ini.
Mindahin dari sana ke sini. Emangnya ga capek apa?!


--."


vidya fatimah astutiputri

To Lightning

If your tears drops
In the middle of this heavy rain

You continued crying
Like that black cloud that never stop marching now

With all the sadness
The sadness that you can't hold ..
Again

Share with the weather
Whisper to the lightning
That comes a moment when you whisper
Then soon go away
To not hurt you


original by : vidya fatimah astutiputri

Pada Petir

Bila air matamu menetes
Di tengah hujan lebat ini

Isak tangismu terus berlanjut
Bagai awan hitam yang tak henti berarak kini

Dengan segenap kesedihanmu
Kesedihan yang tak dapat kau bendung ..
Lagi

Berbagilah dengan cuaca
Berbisiklah pada petir
Yang datang sesaat saat kau berbisik
Dan segera pergi meninggalkanmu
Untuk tak menyakitimu


original by : vidya fatimah astutiputri

Dia

Dia yang berdiri di depan pintu kelas dengan jaketnya yang tebal. Bersandar pada bingkai pintu dan melipat kedua tangannya.

Dia yang memainkan gitar dengan tangan lincahnya dan suara dinginnya. Melantunkan nada-nada yang menenangkan.

Dia yang memainkan bola di tempat lapang. Berlari dengan lincahnya dan mencetak angka.

Dia yang membaca bukunya dengan tenang. Tak menghiraukan suara yang melengking tinggi di sekitarnya.

Dia yang aku kagumi. Tanpa sadar aku jatuh cinta pada Dia, entah siapa.


original by : Vidya Fatimah Astutiputri

Tau Nggak sih ?!

siapa yang tau ?
yang ngetok pintu bukan gua, whoooy ! (bacalah dengan lebah, eh salah lebaay)
yang salam juga bukan gua ..
nggak mungkin gua ngetok sekenceng itu, padahal tau di dalem ada guru. Kecuali gua lagi sarapp (pake P dan nggak bisa mikir)
Dan suara gua nggak kaya' gituuuu ... (ceritanya mah teriak dari atas tebing .. ceritanya ..)

Dan bodohnya, gua yang masuk .. (yaiyalah .. orang gua nggak tau ada apa dan kenapa)
huh, shit damn !

Sialnya lagi, nyaris nggak kepake tuh barang yang gua ambil ..

hhaaaaa ! Bisa gillaaa gua lama-lama daah -.-"

You Know What's ..

do you know what's struggle?
do you know what's suffer?
do you know what's misery?
do you know what's pain?
do you know what's lies?
do you know what it feels cheated?
do you know what it feels given a faking smile?
do you think I'm not feel that?

I feel that
All of that

If you say, "I know what you feel"

I'll say, "You don't!"

Life's Like This

We always trying to resist it
It means me and you
All of the people


But we can't
Even tough we fight as strong as we can
We can't


You know what? It's fate


If you win, that's destiny
If you lose, that's also destiny


Your destiny, my destiny
Our destiny

If it get hurt?
I know ..
This is my destiny, my fate


Yeah, this is life
And life's like this

original by : vidya fatimah astutiputri

And that reminded me of one song ..



Uh huh, life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh, that's the way it is
Cause life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh that's the way it is

Chill out whatcha yelling' for?
Laid back it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
you will see
I like you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
and you're talking to me one on one but you've become

Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

You come over unannounced
dressed up like you're somethin' else
where you are ain't where it's at you see
you're making me
laugh out when you strike your pose
take off all your preppy clothes
you know you're not fooling anyone
when you've become

Somebody else round everyone else
Watching your back, like you can't relax
Trying to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
and You fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into
honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

Chill out whatcha yelling for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see

Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back, like you can't relax
You're trying to be cool, you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
and you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into
honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like your somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
You fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no 






My Pict

sekalian nungguin attach-an yang LAMA .




weiiss .
jadi inet nii .
dulu gw iseng-iseng gambar-ganbar gitu .
jadi dee .
masih gw simpen hehe .
rajinnya vidya ..
:p

Who Knows ?

Do you know?
I want to cry in front of you,
beside you
But you don't care

If you don't care
I wanna cry in front of someone,
beside someone
Please..

But I don't want to beg
Please..

You didn't know !
You don't know !
You'll never know !

Do you know ?
That's you, who read these words

Cause you never want to know
And you will never want to know

Cause you didn't care
You don't care
And you will never care

About my tears
Who knows ?

About my tears
No one knows


originnal by : vidya fatimah astutiputri
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